It was while I was tied under the car that I started wondering about my sexual preferences.It was while I was tied under the car that I started wondering about my sexual preferences. Was this really a way to get my kicks? I mean, autoeroticism is one thing, but auto eroticism? This wasn't fun at all. Worse yet, it wasn't even arousing me. Hmm -- perhaps I should explain how I got there. This all took place some time after the breakup with John. Roger and I hit it off very well, though not without a few strains. For one thing, we found that it generally didn't work well to spend the night together during the week; being together all day at work, and then all evening, was just too much togetherness. But weekends, and an occasional exception, were great fun, and our holidays together were marvelous. We tried to keep matters cool at work (except for the time I really chained him to his desk, but I'll get to that later); some of the staff knew what was going on, but it didn't seem to affect morale as best we could tell. We switched off, in no particular order, between his house and the farmhouse. His house was great for me, because of all the new toys, and the farmhouse was great for both of us, because it was intended as a love nest. Not that his place was far behind -- Roger let his artistic talents really flourish. For example, at the moment he's building a genuine dungeon in the basement. I don't mean just a cell, like I have at the farmhouse; I mean as authentic-looking a dungeon as he can come up with. And I sup- pose I don't even mean "authentic," I mean something redolent of old B-movies -- after all, that's our image of what a dungeon is. So the walls appear to be stone, and there are stuffed rats in strategic places, one or two of which are even equipped to pro- duce sound effects. There are torches stuck in the wall, and "cobwebs," and so on. There are several cells, all fully func- tional and well-equipped with chains and ring bolts. Does he plan on bringing another woman down there with me? Another man? Another couple? He won't say; Roger hates to talk about a project before it's done. |