I felt like I had been hit by a cannon ball.I felt like I had been hit by a cannon ball. I thought to myself, "I wish I were a girl, I would be accepted, even admired for my chest, my breasts, my boobs... if I were a girl." I stopped going to the pool. Even now some 20 years later I can still feel the pain of that day. I started to sob softly as I remembered it. It was only in private that I felt comfortable with my shirt off and my large breasts exposed. I wonder what they would look like in a bra? Or wearing a dress that was designed with a full cut top and a narrow waist? I wonder what it would be like to get completely dressed as a woman and go out on the town wearing a bra and a dress, and jewelry and having long silky sensual hair? I had never shared my fantasy with anyone, although the thought of it felt thrilling. |