i turn away and he leaves me.i turn away and he leaves me. [13.6] I cannot sleep and take a walk to help me sleep. tommy's light is on so I signal him and he comes out. we talk. I tell him everything that has happened to me. I undress for him, but ask him not to touch me tonight. when I walk home the boys intercept me and drive me home. i notice the ring before the blindfold goes on. the boys always wear masks until I am blindfolded. the boys take me to my home and up to my room. they take their clothes and my clothes off, and pull the bed open. [14] I can hear someone in the hallway. they indicate the bed. i kneel in front of #one and beg him not to rape me again. #one lifts me and puts me in bed. I fight with him in bed until #two helps him. when #one finally penetrates me I feel pain in my pussy. i moan. #one pumps me for a long painful time. #two rapes me next. I lay limp for him. they leave and I go into the bathroom and vomit. kathy and kristy come in. 'were you really a virgin?' (yes.) 'you're not anymore.' they giggle and go back to their room. i dress and call tommy. i explain to tommy what happened, including being raped. paul drives up in front and I walk out to him. (do you still want me?) paul drives me to a deserted spot and makes love to me. when paul is finished, I explain about being raped. (i am no longer a virgin so why wait. you can have me whenever you want me. I am soiled goods now. |