Sometimes when you tell me to go masturbate I fantasize that I am young, still a virgin, and that I have met you and given myself totally to you.Sometimes when you tell me to go masturbate I fantasize that I am young, still a virgin, and that I have met you and given myself totally to you. You have managed to become my MASTER even without ever having taken my virginity, and you plan the day that I will lose it very carefully, taking the time to build the hunger in me to an incredible level before it actually happens." "I would have liked that, Monica", I said softly. "But in many ways you were still a virgin when we met." "Yes, I know. I really was. But in my fantasy you decide that while you will be the one to provide the details of my first sexual experience, that you will not actually be the one to "do it" to me. I protest at first, wanting it to be you inside me that first time. But you tell me that it would be too easy that way, too routine, not special enough for me. You explain that it will require more of me to allow you to watch me lose my virginity the way you choose for me to than it would for me to simply yield to you." "And that excites you, Monica?", I asked. "It excites you to think of being dominated by me even before you had your first sexual experience? So dominated that you would allow me to require you to have it with someone else while I watch?" "Thats very nasty, isn't it?", she asked, blushing slightly. "Yes, it is nasty, Monica. And you come very strongly when you think about it, don't you?" Her hand slipped under the water and she began rubbing her clitoris. |