To release my frustrations I masturbated constantly.To release my frustrations I masturbated constantly. I dreamed of doing it with Cindy or any of the other `Amazons' I saw. Never, though, did I have the guts to try and get laid on a date. Nor did I really want to. I really wanted to have a good relationship with a girl first, then I wanted to get laid. But though chances may have come and gone ( I'll never know for sure will I? ), I remained a virgin. Would I have done it with Cindy then? You bet. She and I had been friends when we were kids. Then her mom got a new job elsewhere in the city. I hadn't seen her for about ten years until she showed up here four years ago. Ever since then we had worked summers as lifeguards, slowly moving up the chain of command, and spent winters at the same college. Never had we dated, not that had had a chance too with all of her boyfriends. |