"I love it when you use me."I love it when you use me. I mean really use me. When you make me be a really dirty little tramp. When whether I want it or not you make me do terrible dirty sluttish things. I love it when you call me a whore, a slut, a tramp, a cock-sucker, cunt-eater, all those filthy things you call me. I love it!! Why are you asking me? Noone knows better than you what I like and what turns me on! I love for you to decide for me. Honestly...there isn't anything you can't do to me or with me. I mean ANYTHING!!!" "But Monica, I have such a dirty mind sometimes...and I think of some of the most depraved things that I could do to you and with you. But I love you with all my heart, and I don't ever for even a second want to do something that you won't enjoy. I just want to make sure...you've done so many things for me already, and you've been so wonderful about all of them." "Look....I don't know how to tell you so that you'll believe me, but there really isn't anything you can make me do, or that you can do to me or with me that I won't love. I know you. I know that you would never permanently hurt me or do anything to cause me to be seperated from you permanently. I know that you love me and that no matter who you fuck or who you bring into our home that I will always be your wife. I know that! So while I know that by giving you the freedom that I'm talking about giving you I'll be scared to death sometimes...still, I know that I am safe with you, ultimately safe. I want to feel fear...I want to feel pain...I want to feel every emotion you can possibly make me feel...because I know the pot of gold is at the end of the rainbow, and that the storm has to come before the rainbow can. |