He told me, I gasped, and said, OK, it's a deal.He told me, I gasped, and said, OK, it's a deal. I went down to the bank, got a loan and that was that." "It wasn't until that night that I discovered that the clientele was rather specialized", he laughed. "But there were no other problems with security or anything, so I held onto it. And I've done well. The only change I have made was updating the decor and putting the security fence in the back. It's all increased business." He paused a few moments. Then slowly, he continued, "I never thought myself gay of bi or anything. I dated a few women but nothing I really found memorable. Naturally, being in this business, I investigated it some, but never thought I could proceed. Until tonight. When I saw you at the bar, with the light behind you, I was grabbed by a giant fist. I just thought you were perfect. When I was dancing with you, I knew this could be it. You're as beautiful as any woman, but are not. You are as vulnerable as any woman, but are not. What you are is yourself. Even now, sitting there in that old robe, you are definitively female. Not just the way you look, but the way you're sitting, the way you are acting. So, if I'm attracted to you, I still don't know if I am Gay, Bi or straight. All I know is I want you. Let's sort the rest of this out later." I was stunned. He wanted me. I wasn't shocked about being with a man. No. I was stunned because he wanted me as much as I wanted him! I stammered through my most current blush, " But.but. . are you sure you want ME?" He laughed. "Oh, yes, my dear Jo. I've wanted you ever sense you laid your head in my shoulder while dancing." Bingo! That's as long as I've wanted him! But damn, I've never done this before; what do I do? Literally, I have never envisioned how to sexually please a man. OK, it never came up when my parents told me about the birds and the bees. And I don't think now is the time to call dear ol' Dad for the second lesson. I started to shake nervously. Sam must have noticed because he refilled my tea and his hand lingered across mine. He slowly comforted me. "Hey, I know. I've never done this before either. My customers have given me, in great graphic detail I might add, what they prefer. But, I would prefer we were spontaneous. |