Maybe it is none of my business, but do you like to be tortured.Maybe it is none of my business, but do you like to be tortured. Mother and I look at each other. (Wayne, I think I do like it up to a point. Today they crossed that point. I have been seriously hurt.) 'You don't have to go back.' (You are right, but I will. I have discovered something about myself. I like to be made a slave. I like men to treat me cruely. I like to be raped and pinched. I guess I am sick, but there it is.) I start to cry. Wayne comes to me, takes my face in his hands, and kisses my tears. 'I love you. If you want to be made to suffer, that is OK with me. I will hurt you too if you want me to, others apparently can. I will continue to be there when you need me. Someday I will ask you to marry me. You can still do these extracurricular flings if you want. I will care, but I cannot tell you what to do. I will be jellous of your other lovers, but as long as I can love you too it will be OK.' When the twins come home Wayne delivers us home. I take Wayne up to my room and give him back his clothes. I stand naked before him (Standing here like this with you watching me, excites me. When Tommy and Maxine used to kidnap me and torture me at unexpected times, that really excited me. Now it is a lot routine. Carl comes up with new tortures every now and then. The ones that really hurt, but don't cause damage are the best. Being watched is important also.) 'Does your mother feel the same way?' We walk over to mother's room and knock. Mother is not undressed yet, but she invites us in. When we get down to brass tacks, mother feels exactly the same way that I do. The twins are different. 'You are two gorgeous females. I seem to have a thing about being unused on my wedding night. I want it that way, but looking at you two, I don't think I will make it. We talk for a while and Wayne offers to take Tommy's place. Mother and I talk it over privately and agree that Maxine went too far today. I am still holding Wayne's ice packs on my naked aching breasts. We decide that Wayne will be our new pimp. Wayne kisses us each goodby and promises to keep our secrets and serve us well. Tommy dissappears. Noone ever hears from him again. Maxine calls me and tells me that Wayne will take over for tommy. |