From Nurse Jones, Aside from making me wish Jay had shaved me "down there" (instead of making me do it myself), Averti's wonderful story (about tying Joker to that barber chair and shaving her) reminded me that I haven't told you about my very first attempts at topping Jay, just after I got back.From Nurse Jones, Aside from making me wish Jay had shaved me "down there" (instead of making me do it myself), Averti's wonderful story (about tying Joker to that barber chair and shaving her) reminded me that I haven't told you about my very first attempts at topping Jay, just after I got back. OR how we got married, even, come to think of it. OR how we met. If you haven't noticed yet, I've decided to take excerpts from The List parts 13-14 and just incorporate them into my other rumblings. So from now on, things won't be chronological. I'll be jumping from the present (hypnotism experiments) back a few months. This is fun. And therapeutic. I guess there were a few posting in the middle there that will fall through the cracks in somebody's archive because they didn't have a "Subject:" line with "The List" in it. So be it. At least the ASB regulars will know the whole story. From here on, Life is Art. I write it as we do it, I post it as I write it. If you like it, keep it. It only goes by once folks: I won't be saving it. If it has anything to do with The List, I'll put it in the "Subject:" line if I remember. And I've already forgotten a few times. After I settled in, having gotten back from SF, I decided to try topping. I take that back: I didn't decide exactly. I knew I would have to, so I did. I am not well suited to this at all, especially with Jay. I could bluff and play the tough broad with anyone else, but it's harder with Jay. I don't know how to say this in such a way that the rest of you will be able to understand: you talk so much about switching roles you make it sound easy. His role is as my protector. I don't want to dominate him. I want to care for and cherish him. Love, honor and obey. All that stuff. Which I vowed to do ceremoniously, intentionally, deliberately, at our wedding. The judge was surprised I wanted that obey part in there. But that's another story. Anyway, I'm not going to go through Column Two in a hurry, like J did Column One. "Slave for a month" is on my List, but I'm just going to browse through the other Items one scene at a time, when I feel like it. Maybe I'll use my month a weekend at a time. Not knowing where to start, I thought about the overall problem of showing him what it's like to be a woman and decided I would do stuff that would head in that direction. |