You learn a few tricks working ENT and internal medicine.You learn a few tricks working ENT and internal medicine. After several applications, each time spitting out the residue rather than swallowing, the back of my throat had that thick feeling that accompanies numbness. The rest of my mouth was beginning to feel tingly, too. Now I could apply the anesthetic directly to the back of my throat with a cotton swab without triggering a gag reflex. I rinsed my mouth well with water so I didn't reduce his sensitivity (that would defeat the purpose for sure). Almost as an afterthought, I brought the hand mirror. I wanted to see what I looked like while doing this for him. You have to under- stand: this was a very daring thing for me to do. He is the only person I have ever done oral sex for (no-one, not even J, has ever done it to me. In case I didn't tell you, he's a midwesterner, too.) and I have only done it a few times for him, and not well even then. My heart wasn't in it. I have never really gotten over the feeling it is unhygienic, and I've never given him an orgasm that way. But I'm working on it. When I went back out to the living room and told him I was ready, my voice was different, or maybe because I was excited it just felt different, kind of husky and low. No... it definitely sounded differ- ent. A single touch of my hand and he was ready. He didn't even know what he was anticipating, but he obviously knew it was something. |