It isn't an item on the List; well, it is, but I want to go beyond the List for you in this.It isn't an item on the List; well, it is, but I want to go beyond the List for you in this. "You know I can't control my gag reflex when I try to take all of you in my mouth," I continued (too embarrassed to look him in the eye), "but I think I might be able to with your help and patience." Actually, didn't need much help at all to do this, but his patience was essential. Without telling him what I intended, I started undressing him. When he was nude, I told him I had to go into my bathroom to prepare myself. I had filled an old perfume atomizer with an OTC liquid topical oral anesthetic, twenty percent benzocaine (which is a pretty potent percentage). I looked myself in the mirror, calming myself for a few seconds before I went ahead. I had practiced the day before, so I knew it worked. I just didn't know if it would work well enough. I sprayed the back of my throat while, with my mouth wide open and tongue depressed, I said the magic vowel, "EE". Of course with your tongue depressed it doesn't come out "EE", but your vocal cords are best positioned for exposure to the spray, and if you take a deep breath first so you don't have to inhale the vaporized anesthetic, and try not to swallow while your salivary glands go into overdrive, the anesthetic will stay on your throat lining long enough to numb it. |