Within a couple of days, I had met a man called Richard.Within a couple of days, I had met a man called Richard. I was introduced to him by a woman whose name was Janice. The two of them had an on-going relationship in which he was the dominant partner and she the submissive one. As Richard and I explored my desires on the BBS, I began to see that there were certain things that particularly turned me on - and Richard seemed to be the perfect match for me there. I wanted to be dressed very sexily for a man. I had always worn sexy, feminine underwear, but now I wanted to be introduced to the kind of clothing I would have scorned a few weeks earlier. I wanted to wear things that were designed to display me - that were there specifically to turn a man on. I wanted to be controlled, to be psychologically humiliated, in a sense. And I wanted to perform oral sex for hours. Of course, oral sex wasn't new to me. The men I had dated loved it when I ate them, but I had to admit that I had never gotten as deeply into it, in reality, as I now did in fantasy. |