When he penetrated me, though, it still wasn't satisfying.When he penetrated me, though, it still wasn't satisfying. I just couldn't climax. It helps me to have an orgasm if I can straighten my legs and flex my thigh muscles, and you can't do that on all fours. Also, my clitoris isn't stimulated as much in that position. Then he tried a variation: with us both on our left sides, kind of propped up by pillows, still penetrated from behind. I was able to lift my right leg and spread myself open in front, so that he could stroke and caress all of me (even my breasts, carefully), and more importantly, so could I. In fact, he TOLD me to stroke myself while we were making love this way. You can't do this in the missionary posi- tion, so this was new to me. He took my hand in his and guided it to my clitoris while he continued thrusting from behind. As I have said before, I am reluctant to masturbate in front of anyone else, even J. I was still reluctant this time, and withdrew my hand, but he whispered over my shoulder, "I can't force you to enjoy this, but there are other things you can be made to do." He guided my hand back. "If you don't..." A thinly veiled threat was all it took. His control, my body. There was nothing I could do. The implied threat of that gag is enough, and I'm sure his imagination isn't limited to that particular "minor discomfort". So I did it. He continued stroking from behind and caressing in front, but I was in complete control of my own orgasm; it was almost as though I were in complete control of his lovemaking. I brought myself to the edge and held myself there, and all the while he contin- ued to plunge into me and caress my front. It was like having four hands to caress myself with. This time I drove myself crazy, teasing and hesitating on the very edge. My nipples became erect under the bandages. They ached deliciously already from the excitement, and now the ache was even more intense--almost a stinging sensation as they hardened. Which made me even hornier. We'll have to try that position again after my nipples heal. -*- Yesterday he had me pluck my eyebrows until they were pencil- thin. I did this my last year in high-school and my first two years in college, but fashions change and I let them grow out full again--until yesterday. But I always preferred them thin. Anything goes these days anyway, so I don't mind. |