I wanted the boy more than I could stand.I wanted the boy more than I could stand. I clenched my fists and tried to fight a battle that I knew I could never win. Finally I sighed and looked back at Rafael, my eyes travelling instantly down to the boy's small bruised sex organs. Fortunately the boy had not responded to the urge that was driving me mad. If he had been erect I was uncertain as to what would have followed. "Raf,... I guess we need time to get to be friends," I said gently. I didn't want the boy to feel rejected but I wanted him to know that I loved him. He nodded awkwardly and swallowed nervously. I lifted him up carefully and carried him down the hall and into the bathroom. He sat down on the toilet with difficulty, wincing as the pain inside his body increased when he began to strain. I moved away and wondered whether I should leave him alone. I knew better and I sat on the side of the bath and turned on the water. The boy tried again and again, each effort increasing his pain until he was crying. Finally I couldn't stand it any longer and I took his hand and drew him up and guided him to the bath. I eased him down gently and he settled into the warm water. "I'll give you something later on to help you go," I said gently. I began to soap his back. He trembled slightly as my hands moved over him. I didn't know whether it was from excitement but his slippery smooth boy certainly made me tremble. I soaped him thoroughly, scratching and tickling his back until he sighed and began to relax. I changed to his arms and chest and soaped him until he was white and foamy. Rafael was as slippery as an eel. His little nipples hardened into two tiny pointed dots. I tickled him gently under the ribs until finally he began to giggle. I moved down to his legs and did one at a time. I was conscious that my penis was rock hard and throbbing incessantly as my hands slid back and forth over the boy's soft glabrous skin. Always my hands stopped just short of touching the boy's genitals. I took a deep breath as I tried to control my excitement. |