Now, don't get me wrong.Now, don't get me wrong. there is nothing wrong with straight sex the way I see it. It can be very nice and comforting and all that, but... From early on in my sexual expeience, I discovered that I had an attraction to walking that edge of danger and humiliation. I found that societies standards didn't necessarily match my own. That was pretty difficult for me to accept at first. I went to a Catholic school op through 10th grade. I'm not kidding, a real, honest to God (pun intended), Catholic school. It was liberal, as far as Catholic school went (we had regular teachers rather than nuns), but still, how liberal can that be? I was fairly sheltered. When you go to school with the same boys from kndergarten on - it's hard to ever start thinking of them in sexual terms. Or to have them see you that way. The cutest guy in my class was someone that I had one dared to eat a disgusting cafeteria plate concoction (mix a little something from each compartment, add ketchup, salt, pepper, juice, and a splash of milk?). He did. |