They can show it on 'Sixty Minutes', if they want, and I'll find a way to deal with it in my real world.They can show it on 'Sixty Minutes', if they want, and I'll find a way to deal with it in my real world. I really do believe it is the only copy, and I'm toying with the idea of giving a copy to Dan and, maybe, Denise with the understanding that it will be for their enjoyment only." Dr. Stevens looked concerned and suggested that Jan not do that until she had thought it through completely and they had discussed it together. Jan agreed, and went on, "You know, I've watched that tape at least a dozen times since I got back from that trip and I'm just beginning to be able to relate to that incredibly sexy woman on the screen being me. The first few times, it was like watching someone else in a porno movie even though I could clearly remember it happening." Dr. Stevens was quiet for a few moments, then said, "Would you be willing to let me see the tape?" She wasn't certain that her curiosity was entirely professional in nature, but she found herself wanting desperately to see what Jan had described and, perhaps it would help her to provide better guidance to her patient. Jan nodded and said, "I have it in my purse. Would it be O.K. if I watch it with you?" The doctor took the cassette and inserted it in the VCR that was built in to the bookshelves that made up one entire wall of her office. She pressed the play button and took a seat in a large, soft chair where she could see both the TV screen and Jan, sitting on the couch. She wanted to take note of Jan's reactions to what she was watching. |