The List Column One Item 19 I'm still catching up on these entries.The List Column One Item 19 I'm still catching up on these entries. He was on holiday last week, so we spent a lot of time together and I couldn't write. Since he went back to work on Monday, I've been able to write up the events of last week. It's Wednesday now, and tomorrow evening is the end of my month. Or his month, depending on how you look at it. Yesterday (Tuesday) I asked him if we could continue for a while longer. I have been "bottoming" for a month now, and I have thought a great deal about Column Two. I have decided I am not temperamentally equipped to "top." (Will ya listen to me? A few weeks ago I had never heard the term "bottom" and now I are one. That's what reading a.s.b. will do. I gotta education now.) He turned me down flat. He thinks that the List should be sa- cred--if we start bending the rules, the bottom won't know what he/she can depend on anymore. I suppose that's true, but still, if both agree... He also thinks that a month straight (perhaps 'continuous' is a better word) is enough. |