.. my black cocktail dress with V-collar and my best black half slip.. mmm do I love to wear that! Makeup? Red lipstick! vamp? vamp! Now out to the car, flute in hand and music already at the concert hall. (later, after a fine concert).. Boy, that was fine .. the orchestra played suberbly and all my solos went as I hoped they would. It was nice getting the solo bow after Scherazade. And now, backstage after the concert, my old boy- friend before meeting Jerry, Bill! He has invited me with some college friends of his to drinks at the Bibliotheque bar over at the Beacon Arms Hotel. That should be fun.. Well, here we are, Bill's taken my arm just as naturally as he did five years ago when we had such fun dating. I wonder how this evening will pro- gress.. I wouldn't mind if we had the chance - to fuck him again! If Jerry can have a girl friend, I guess I can love another man whenever I want to! And Bill is just the guy who knows how to turn me on! "Yes, I'd love a Manhattan, Bill. Glad you remembered my favorite drink." "Of course I'd like to dance with you. It's been a long time. Oh, you dance so nicely, Bill! I almost forgot how it feels. Jerry takes me dancing sometimes, but he's not as red hot as you are. |