He needed my affection and love.He needed my affection and love. I realized at that moment that not only was I prepared to give Rafael my support and affection but I would do what ever it took to love him. I was in love with a boy who was at the perfect age to be my own son. The realization of it stunned me. I had never thought of myself as gay but my interest in young males had always been deeply repressed. I had been attracted to boys for as long as I could remember. There was no denying that unpleasant fact, though I had not done anything beyond simply look and admire. Here in the bed was a beautiful young boy and it was all that I could do to restrain myself from sweeping him up in my arms and carrying him off into the sunset in my Porsche. |