She awoke with a start on a very comfortable bed in a darkened room.She awoke with a start on a very comfortable bed in a darkened room. It took a few minutes to shake off sleep as she thought about the very vivid dream she had just had. Suddenly, Jan realized that it wasn't a dream at all. She had actually performed sexual acts on a stage before complete strangers (and, most likely on video tape as well). After her initial panic, she closed her eyes and thought back to how aroused and excited she had felt while it was happening. She began to accept the fact that she had loved every bit of it and knew that the applause and cheering had been directed at her performance. She also knew that she would do it again and the thought sent a thrill up her spine and made her tingle with both desire and fear. She couldn't wait to talk with Dr. Stevens about what she had been through (maybe, she did need a shrink after all), and somehow knew the doctor would understand and help Jan understand too. She really did want to understand why she was so excited by this desire to display herself to others sexually. As she was thinking, the door opened a crack and the light from outside made her open her eyes and look. Denise was looking around the edge of the door and when she saw that Jan was awake, she entered the room, closing the door behind her as she did. She came and knelt beside the bed and reached out to stroke Jan's hair (matted with sweat) and forehead. Denise smiled and said, "I wanted to make sure you were all right. Kevin was certain he hadn't hurt you, but when you passed out, we were a little concerned. I checked you for damage and everything seemed to be in order, so we decided to let you sleep awhile." Jan said, softly, "I feel fine. Just a little stretched and completely exhausted. I don't think I've ever come that hard or that long before. What will they do with the tape?", she asked, sure that there was one. |