Technically, no, you didn't.Technically, no, you didn't. But you were sleeping with her mother every other night. She didn't live in your home, but she was right next door. From the age of five on you spent at least some of your every day with Ember until she was old enough to be the independent person she is now." I closed my eyes again, and P'nyssa continued. "Ken... are you holding back because he's male?" I sighed. The truth will out. "Yes." "Why?" Aaden asked, a little surprised. Angrily, I said, "Oh you know why. No matter how much we try and claim that all sex is the same, there's a fundamental difference in the way men fuck men that you and I understand perfectly well and there's no way we'll ever be able to convey that difference to someone who wasn't born male." Aaden stared at me for a second, nodded, and turned around on the bed, coming face to face with me. "That doesn't mean we shouldn't do it for our own son. Somebody else will, eventually... Alexi will find someone he wants to try it with if we don't." I nodded. "The fact that my brain understands that doesn't mean my heart has to agree." He smiled and kissed my cheek gently. "I want your cock's agreement, Ken; the rest of you will follow naturally." I laughed softly, feeling the hours catching up with me. "It always agrees with you... it might not agree with Alexi, though." P'nyssa rubbed her mitts against my back. "Will you at least try?" "Even if my heart's not in the right place?" "Even then," P'nyssa said. "Listen, you like to compare sex to either friendship or sports, depending on the emotion involved. |