Chapter One As a hetersexual, who is also a secret transvestite with a raging lingerie fetish, John'sactive sex life exists in two different dimensions, mixing fantasy and reality.Chapter One As a hetersexual, who is also a secret transvestite with a raging lingerie fetish, John'sactive sex life exists in two different dimensions, mixing fantasy and reality. John loves women and worships their delicate satin and lace lingerie. None of John's women would describe him as a hunk or stud, but all find him to be a patient and skillful lover who attends gently to their bodies and carefully to their sexual needs. He is slender and slight of build, and always expresses great interest in the dress and appearance of the women with whom he shared mutual attraction. His appreciation of their femininity is always apparent. It is that appreciation which provides a clue to the other John perhaps better known as Jacqui who has a raving preoccupation with the feminine undergarments of all women. His gentility with women is a direct manifestation of his own frustrated femininity, relieved only when in proximity to intimate feminine garments. Our hero(ine) is always on the lookout for any opportunity to experience, no matter how vicariously, the joys of sensual, sexy, feminine lingerie. The sources of John's arousal and satisfaction are far ranging: from avidly reading brassiere and panty advertisements in newspapers, magazines and catalogs, through careful but discrete observation of displays in stores, to voyeurism, also discrete, in social situations. John is always alert to every possible clue about the undergarments, especially brassieres, of any women with whom he has contact. Is there a peek at bra or breast because of the decolletage? Does a gap between buttons reveal a glimpse of satin and lace? What can be deduced from the bra outline traced under a blouse or sweater? Does an erect nipple visible as it strains against bra and blouse? Is the lace trim visible through a sheer blouse? Does the outline of the straps reveal a front fastening bra, or a t)back? But breasts and bras, while first in John's interest, are not the only thing to atrract his attention. |