I smile at the fact that even my lower arms are bigger than most women's hips.I smile at the fact that even my lower arms are bigger than most women's hips. My tummy rumbles again so I begin to run my fat hands over the rolls and bulges that rise 4 feet off of the bed. As I lay there waiting for one of the kitchen staff to bring me my breakfast I think back to how I got here. It was seven years a go that I met Bob, my husband. I was a senior in college studying Nursing. I met him at a party and immediately fell hard. It took three weeks for me to get a date with him. I thought it was because of my weight. At the time I carried 135 pounds on my 5'1" frame. While most people called me chubby, I thought of myself a fat. A fatso in a thin world. I went on a crash diet while waiting for our date. Finally, I asked him out. He then told me that he was waiting for the right time to ask me out, I flipped. |