van Damme answered him.van Damme answered him. "Doctor there's more going on here than meets the eye. Part of what we are doing to Joe is punishing him. Dave Weinstein's earlier experiments have shown us that a man who is feminized unwillingly can eventually find refuge in his femininity. Dave tells me that this approach we're using on Joe will establish in him a streak of rebellion which will prevent that from occurring. He will cling to the fact that he is a man, even though he could never convince anyone of that fact." They walked on. Later, in his bed, Joe thought to himself. "They may give me a woman's body, but I'm still Joe Watson. My body may betray me, but my mind won't. I will not let it. I'm Joe Watson and I'm a man, and no matter what they do to me, I'll always remember that in my brain, where it counts. They'll never conquer my spirit." CHAPTER 20 Joe lay in his bed. He had lost count of the days and weeks as he watched the world go by through the fog of drugs and, after the spinal block had worn off, pain. With the passage of time, his body recuperated and this morning the doctor had removed the last bandages shielding his operation, pronounced him fully healed, and extracted the catheter. It felt very peculiar to Joe, to have his insides probed and scrutinized like that. Joe refused to look at himself, and tried to ignore his metamorphosis. Then the inevitable happened; he had to go to the bathroom. He tried to ignore his bladder, but couldn't for long. Reluctantly, he got out of bed, thankful for the long satin nightgown, which covered him from neck to ankles. In the bathroom, Joe frowned at the toilet. "I guess I'd better get used to this." Raising the back of his gown, Joe lowered his abundant ass onto the seat. "At least those muscles haven't changed," Joe thought as he urinated. Joe enjoyed the relief pissing brought and when he was done stood up. letting his gown fall only to feel wetness on his thighs as urine ran down them. "Cripes!" Joe gathered up his gown and sat down again. He'd forgotten that girls had to wipe. |