His eyes were big and dark and seemed mysterious.His eyes were big and dark and seemed mysterious. His eyes were sensuous and as soon as the thought entered my mind I was shocked. The young boy was both beautiful and very, very sexy. I felt guilty. Time and time again I tried to look away but each time my eyes were pulled back to him. As each second ticked by I could feel myself drawn to him. I could barely believe the intensity of my desire and I was shocked that I was being so sexually aroused by a little boy. Slowly I realized that my feelings were more than just sexual. I wanted the boy as my son, as the son I had never had. I wanted him to be my friend, someone that I could teach and help and love. For more than two minutes that boy and I looked at each other silently. In those few short minutes the first bonds between us were formed. The nurse interrupted us by coming back with an cold pack. Suddenly I was aware that the doctor was still beside me and that he had been watching our silent communication. The doctor started to lift away the sheet that covered the boy's body when Rafael looked up at me in despair and then back to the nurse who stood only a few feet away. |