One thing I know for sure is that I am not in any way driven to explain it to anyone but MY OWN.One thing I know for sure is that I am not in any way driven to explain it to anyone but MY OWN....the SPECIAL PEOPLE....and then, only because I want them to know that THEY, like linda and I, are completely normal and wholely accepted and acceptable. The rest can critique to their hearts content. I don't really care what they say or do as long as they leave people like linda and I to ourselves. We can handle US. Far better than they handle their "things". And I'll bet any amount of money or anything else on that statement, ANY TIME! At one point, in my experiences with linda, I sought outside help to deal with my problems (for me to detail when and how that happened will ruin the story for you, so I will not, here). After several months of "treatment", I decided I was "OK" and that my "doctor" was, perhaps not "nuts", but shall we say, "incapable of understanding what I knew and felt and how I was and wanted to be"........FOR, INDEED, I WANTED TO BE THIS WAY AND STILL DO AND AM. I was pronounced "cured" when I stated this fact to the "doctor" and carefully stated that I was no longer in need of "help". Ah, the mysteries of modern medicine and its practi- tioners, eh? Have we REALLY advanced from the tribal medicine men of old to a new and enlightened age, or have we merely developed a new way to market a very old profession and its methodologies. Who knows? Not I, and that's for sure! The other category of "finding out if MP is/was 'for real'" contains assorted Masters, Mistresses and submissives of both sexes who apparently have some penchants toward "competing with the best" (and I NEVER said I was the best or anything close to it to THEM, ever....they just seemingly 'surmised' such or same...ASS-U-ME'ed it). The dominants who did the "is He for real" trick on me, almost always hit me with the line "if you knew who I was in 'real life', you'd...." (you fill it in here....I'm tired of hearing it!). And both the dominants and the submissives who approached me to "check me out" (with several noteworthy exceptions) always made a point of this "real life" distinction and called this scene and realm, "playing". |