Had Don noticed, he would have seen that he was spending almost 18 hours a day in front of the computer and NITESIDE.Had Don noticed, he would have seen that he was spending almost 18 hours a day in front of the computer and NITESIDE. By the end of the week one thing that did become clear. Don identified the source of the longing. His need to look for a relationship with a dominant woman was reasserting itself, but it was different. Instead of just wanting the submissive role, he felt a new desire to be the woman in the relationship. In addition, he kept having dreams about being sexually taken as a woman. These dreams were unusually graphic with scenes of him servicing a faceless man with both oral and anal sex. He did not know how to reconcile these new feelings to his previous desires. He knew he was submissive but never thought that meant he was necessarily gay. Besides he was attracted to the look of a dominant woman as much as to the attitude. The regal look of an elegantly made up woman encased in skin smooth leather, showing black stockings and spiked heels was his dream. Finally at the end of the work week Don could no longer resist his desires. He found himself in a haze as his feet led him to the Rack. He went right to the bar, hoping that a drink would slow this feeling down. He knocked down the first one and ordered another. Feeling a little better, he relaxed and looked around as the crowd filtered in. He saw many of the people he had seen before. |