..... ..........even then, I was like a trapped butterfly with it's wings pinned to the wall...........watching and waiting and then feeling myself torn apart.................and 'cumming' constantly just thinking about what ALEX really COULD do to me if he wanted to.... ..........and he always.........'WANTED TO'..............ALWAYS!" Linda sighed and settled back down onto Paul, who had noticed, as she had touched the fringes of the Alex matter....MASTER ALEX.....that Linda's involuntary 'reactions' had swiftly returned..... .......only faster and with far fewer 'details' driving them. He cataloged the events and the reactions in his mind for use in some later voluntary "Show and Tell" session from and with Linda.......when she was ready for it and WANTED to tell him. Throughout the past hour and a half, Paul noted to himself, Linda painted a sorry and sad picture of her husband, Johnny, while painting a picture of hope and a future far different than her own for her daughter Tammara. Tammara, it became quickly evident, was Johnny's leverage point with Linda and he used the eight year old, only daughter Linda had or could have, as an absolute weapon against Linda. "The guy's a fourteen karat son-of- -a-bitch and has to be carefully watched and handled", Paul thought to himself as he made himself a mental promise to do just that............take care of Johnny and keep him at bay. "OK!................So exactly what do you want me to do about all this and you, Linda?............and let's deal with our pretty, driven, wanting and needing, 'sexually submissive Linda' first, shall we?" Paul said matter-of-factly, staring deep into her eyes for a response and waiting patiently. "I don't know..........(long pause)............MASTER!" "I really and truly don't!" Linda whined with an embarrased look on her face. "I suppose......what I am about to say will sound crazy as hell to you.... ..............coming from and 'EX'-HOOKER (emphasis) like me the way it is................(long pause)..............."but there is no way in the world I can...........shall we say.........'GET MY ROCKS HAULED'..........'GET OFF SEXUALLY', is probably a more descriptive term................without a REAL MASTER TO AT LEAST 'ASSIST' ME,.................Paul..............MASTER PAUL!!!", came the reasoned and simple explanation. |