If I could handle that kind of treatment physically, and I understood that he was just another individual, no better or worse than any other individual except by is actions intellectually, why was it I didn't find him emotionally appealing? I think I answered my own question right then.If I could handle that kind of treatment physically, and I understood that he was just another individual, no better or worse than any other individual except by is actions intellectually, why was it I didn't find him emotionally appealing? I think I answered my own question right then. I was only asking these questions without a prompting because, I think, I already did. I knew, somewhere within me, that I had lust for this handsome Satryl, as it was obvious that he did for me. "Ken?" he asked. I noted that, for the first time that day he had addressed me by my chosen name. I found it an interesting coincidence that he chose right then to do so. |