................AND COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY FAILED!!!..............ABSOLUTELY AND TOTALLY!" "Perhaps, Linda.........you simply need to separate 'Linda the - normal - mother, wife and career seeking/striving woman' from 'Linda the sexually submissive slave'", Paul volunteered. "In total honesty,.....my beloved Master Paul, that is precisely what I am doing...............HERE!.............SEPARATING AND 'EXPOSING' MYSELF..........BOTH BEFORE YOU AND TO YOU!", Linda sighed. "I tried it one other time and got horribly and terribly hurt....... ............and nearly ended up being a full time 'SEX SLAVE' to a VERY accomplished master who took slow but total control of me until I had no 'other life'", Linda explained to Paul. "Almost four years ago, I was 'converted' from a thousand dollar a night.........some call it a 'trick'!..............'Call Girl' into a perpetually bound and punished sexual submissive by my second REAL MASTER..............ALEXANDER..........ALEX!!" "It happened slowly and gradually, in a way I simply was not prepared to deal with..............and probably, even now or in the future, couldn't handle if it occurred again", Linda said sheepishly and ashamed. "He just simply 'snuck up on me' and before I knew it I was back in restraints and being manipulated twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week for almost four solid months!" "How did you get out of it, Linda", Paul asked out of curiosity more than anything. "Johnny somehow found me and after a lot of hell raising and threatening, he got me free and took me back home!", Linda exclaimed. "And you were 'pleased' that he did, Linda?" "Not really..................part of me was overjoyed to be free and back to 'normal'..............really elated!" "But another part of me was thoroughly pissed..............mad as hell....... because no matter how much they were hurting me; punishing me; using me..........and really and genuinely abusing me.......I loved every sick, frightening and demeaning minute of it....... ..........even when the terror and pain was so high and more was constantly being both promised and delivered without fail or let up. |