they grab my breast hard, so I put it on.they grab my breast hard, so I put it on. I recognize that voice. he is trying to disguize it, but I know that I have heard it before. 'stand up. and strip.' when I am naked, I feel two people grab my arms. a third person puts something on my breasts. it feels like he is painting it on with a paint brush. he paints both entire breasts. I have to lay down on the bed on my back with my head on the floor for him to paint the bottoms. finally he has me stand up. I feel something strange. my breasts are starting to hurt. I try to touch myself, but they will not let me [55] the pain becomes intense. I start to cry. I struggle, but they hold me. (please, I am burning up. I cannot stand the pain.) i kneel down and plead with them. (i beg you to release me. i will do anything for you, anything you ask.) when I start to scream, they gag me. I struggle as long as my strength lasts. finally I pass out from pain. when I wake up I am lying in the shower with water running on me. my breasts are on fire. I turn the water to cold only. i look at myself. my breasts are red. there is soap on me so someone has washed the. the pain brings tears to my eyes. what can I do? i run to the phone and call sam. (please forgive me, sam. I need help. please come now. I am alone in the house. I am in great pain, please hurry.) I am on the porch wearing only panties and shorts when sam arrives. I run to him. my breasts hurt so much that I cannot hug him. when I explain, we kiss without my breasts touching him. I tell sam about the people in my room and the stuff on my breasts. we don't know what it could have been. acid maybe. we apply a baking soda solution just in case. cold packs seem to help. sam stays the night and stays up with me while I suffer. [56] I fix sam a great breakfast even if I say so myself. when sam leaves the pain is still severe. much less than last night, however. i cannot wear a bra, because of the pain. I wear t shirts. when mother returns, she asks me what trouble I have been in now. 'what will the phone call be about this time?' (i hope you don't get any. |