I am raped several times.I am raped several times. in my dream I have many many visiors. sam, paul, maxine, the three rapists, tommy, even the twins. i tell the twins that I love them. I see tears in their eyes. when I wake in the morning, I ache from head to toe. I notice my sheet is covered with come. it wasn't a dream. I find out that mother left and didn't come home last night. I guess the door wasn't locked either. my back sticks to the sheets. when I pull it away the pain is intense. tears run down my face just from the pain of it. I cannot stand up. sam walks over and helps me up. it seems natural that he would be there. he helps me to the bathroom and has to hold me up while I go. he has me sit on the toilet while he bandages my wounds. 'you are coming to the doctor with me now. several of these should have stitches.' I resist, but sam is too strong. I tell the doctor at the emergency room that I was raped. when he is thru, he has to call the police. I won't talk to the police. sam tells them that I was raped, but I will not say who. [47] neither of us have any id and we do not tell them who we are. eventually they let us go. |