At least she felt wanted.At least she felt wanted... CURRENTLY - The next few days was strenuous for me. Joe still treated Jennifer like she was his girlfriend. He came in and out of our appartment dragging her wherever he liked. It tortured me deep inside to see Jennifer glance my way everytime she was with Joe. I was extremely jealous. I became angry at how Joe was handling the situation. He wasn't treating me as a friend, he was treating me like an outcast. He didn't even consider my feelings towards Jen, and he acted as if Jen exclusively belongs to him. After what happened between the three of us, I expected that I would be a part of that relationship. I was hurting inside. I reconsidered my feelings about my friendship with Joe. I was flaming with hate. I wanted to punch him and beat him with my fists. Images of blood dripping down his forehead, and sore bruises all over his body. For a moment, I thought of death. I wanted to hurt Joe badly, but I'm too smart for that. Physical pain is so easy. No...I'm angry because he has what I want. He should not have toyed with me and offered her body to me. What did he think? After going for a three-way FUCK, he can parade Jen in front of me? What the FUCK for? To brag to me that the best FUCKING BITCH still belongs to him? He can swallow my CUM and eat my SHIT! If he knew me well as a friend, then he would have considered my feelings. |