Dear Chris, I know I should not be writing this letter to you, but it is the only way I can get my message across to you.Dear Chris, I know I should not be writing this letter to you, but it is the only way I can get my message across to you. I have been going through this for the last six years trying to decide to write this letter or not, but i cannot stop myself now, so here it goes. You know somewhat what type of person I am, but I really have two personalities, one for home and the other for work. You pretty well have to do this to keep sane working at Overland, you know this. For the last six years, ever since the first day I worked at Overland, I have had stronger and stronger feelings for you and what type of person you are. You are a very special freind to me, and have made a large influence to me and my life in the time I have known you. You probably know that I am not too good at relationships with woman, you can tell this from my last little stint with a Girl named "Tracey". You are really the only woman I have had as a man- woman realtionship with in the last few years. I guess my problems really started when I met this girl named Dawn, you remember her of course. When I was somewhat seeing her, I could not help myself from falling in love with her, and I mean deeply in love, more then she will ever know. I have a tendency to do that with most woman I meet and go out with, it is just one of those problems I must deal with. What I am trying to say is that I am not falling in love with you, you have no worries there. You have a good marraige and two great kids, I would never want to get in the way of that. What I am saying is that is I need a Woman to understand what I am going through, and that is I know deep down inside I will never have a successful relationship with a woman. Don't get me wrong I love woman very much, I'm no fag if that's what you think, in my opionion they can all go fuck themselves. I dont mind people being different races, different colors, or different religions, but when a person is not straight, count me out on liking that person, just my feelings. |