That white stuff was squirting out again.That white stuff was squirting out again. Once it was over, my dick started shriveling up just like it had that afternoon. And it hurt to touch it just like before. Suddenly I realized that I had gotten that white stuff all over my sheets. I couldn't let Mom find it! I jumped out of bed and grabbed some tissues and quickly tried to wipe it up. Ugh, that stuff was slimy and sticky. I sure hoped it wouldn't leave any stains. For the next month I jacked off at least once a day. Some days I did it three or four times. I loved it. Now I wished I had kept that magazine too. When I wanted my dick to get hard I would imagine those pictures, or that girl on the bus. Sometimes I would imagine girls in my class, with those little bumps on their chest that would grow into real tits. Sometimes I would look at the bras and panties in the Sears catalog, or sometimes (but very rarely) I would find a picture in the paper of a girl in a bikini, or a girl sitting with her legs crossed so I could see up her skirt. I would wait until Dad had thrown the paper in the trash, then I would tear out the picture and hide it in my school books. I would then wait until everyone was asleep at night and get out my special pictures and jack off. By this time I had learned to shoot my white stuff (cum as the older guys called it) into some tissues, to make it easier to clean up. One time one of the older guys had shown me a picture of a girl with no clothes on. She was laying on a bed with her tits in her hands. Her eyes were closed and she had this pained expression on her face. Her legs were slightly apart and I could see not only that dark triangle of hair, but down between her legs there was what seemed to be a slit. He told me that slit was her pussy and when people had sex the man put his dick inside that little slit. I wasn't sure if I believed him, but I sure wanted to have that picture. He pulled it out of my hands and said no way would he give it up. But he said he had other pictures that showed people actually fucking. Closeups of guys dicks stuck inside girl's pussies. I begged him to show me those pictures, but he said I was too young. Every night when I jacked off, I dreamed about seeing a real live girl taking off her clothes and showing me her pussy. |